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FROM THE MULTI-POLAR MIND OF A RECOVERING EX-USER

not poetry, not purposeful, not pretending









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Saturday 26 March 2011

Twelve

By the 12th step of recovery
My true life came to this:
Twelve friends betrayed me
Eleven homes had stayed me
Ten drugs filled spaces
Nine masks made faces
Eight fighters threw me
Seven lovers knew me
Six head-sick siblings
…Five Secret Things…
Four punished crimes
Three degrees
Two mind grenades
And a-part-soul in a body

12 comments:

  1. Take the 13th step...

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  2. You mean: step 616?

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  3. when you jump a step, it is possible that you can fall hard. But some people, they can only learn that falling hurts by the hard way: falling. Also, surely, falling can be, how do you say, yes: 'fun'. But, of course, R, you know this. DobrĂ½ den.

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  4. The 13th step is the hardest of all-
    The higher the number, the further the fall.
    Your destiny rests in your hands, gently cupped-
    The wheel of choice spins, yours...to interrupt.

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  5. Thank you all you None-E-Mouses
    A-round the world and in square houses
    Your comments have inspired me so
    Lets have one for the road, and one to go.

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  6. Jesus still loves you, whatever you did

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  7. Well, Light-Lover, you may be scared of death, but I'm not - and as for Jesus, its not mutual. Father, son and holy ghost - a trinity of hellish host.

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  8. Jim who lives in the basement12 October 2011 at 16:21

    I can only count to ten, so I didn't understand the first four lines, could someone explain them to me

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  9. it is what it is, just like recovery

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  10. Recovery: the Big Mummy for people who can't handle drugs

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  11. Lift the mask - no, take off the blindfold!

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  12. look mummy: funny man

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